Monday, March 28, 2011

Slacker....yeah that is me....

So I cant believe that I haven't updated my own personal blog in almost 2 months....YIKES!!! that is almost a serious sin in the blog world...isn't is??

Life has been a roller coaster for me in almost every possible way. Let me give ya a little insight on what has been happening in my own head...

First, I have been questioning if the current path that I am on in terms of my career and education is what I should be doing. I have always wanted to be a teacher since I think Kindergarten (yes, since clear back mom kept a book that was updated all during my elementary years). I don't know what I would do other than that. However, the requirements to get into the program are scaring me and causing me to doubt my abilities. I have changed my minor so many times I have considered even changing even my major!

Girls Camp is starting back up and it has kinda been keeping me busy. We just had our camp kick off a couple of weeks ago and it seemed like everyone that came that night had fun...we didn't do to bad considering the time we spent putting it together (stake meeting was thursday night and our kick off was the following wednesday). You can see pictures and read about it on my lds blog We Are Daughters of a Heavenly King (link in side bar).

Then it was the 2 year anniversary of my dad's passing (3-3-2009) and it was a lot harder to deal with than usual. I miss him so much and often wonder if he still hears me and sees what all I am doing with my life. I wonder if he is proud of me and what I have accomplished?

Oh and to top it all was spring break and I have spent it trying to get over a respitory infection. GRR!!!

Then there is a ton of other things but they are a little more personal to share on they are still in my mind.

Bailey is doing fine. The last entry that I wrote talked about her and her surgery. She is doing good. She is on some meds that is giving her a ton of energy and still being a little shadow to me, but I still love her anyway!!!

Anyway, I should get busy on a paper that I need to turn in for a class tomorrow...but I just wanted to update the world on what is going on in my little world.